I spent some time working in Moscow.

We were all sitting on a needle. Rented an apartment and lived there for several days, injected. All have used different Drugs: I, for example, four years of sitting on the "screw" (pervitin. - "MG"). A terrifying "screw" nothing. "It is 20 times stronger than cocaine. After 15 days of its use from the person next to nothing remains: instead of body - the skeleton, rather than individuals - the skull and stretched him on the skin. becomes a living zombie, and even standing on top of hallucinations and obsessions emerge. But none of us was not going to throw. The money for drugs, many stole. I spent some time working in Moscow. He earned very much, but once all squander on a high. In short, just live and enjoy life. - And you know at the time of HIV infection? - used to be that in Ulyanovsk is not infected with HIV. At the very least 2-3 people. But now, when he collided with it, I see that everything is much more complicated. It happened about a year ago. It is possible that in the past - to pinpoint the period of infection impossible. It caught - this, too, no one can say. Maybe not because of drugs. Maybe sexually when Moscow went to work. But while I was once again in the capital, many of my friends in Ulyanovsk diagnosed with HIV infection. In the accident I do not believe it. Syringes something we had , as in all common. VERDICT - How did you get into the AIDS Center? - have found out I had HIV infection last year. I took a job and I had to help pass the tests. Analyses passed, and later comes my agenda of the Center for AIDS. It just stunned me: it can not be that I caught! "As you know, until the thunder did not break out, the peasant will not cross. So each of us: it is said, to me this will never happen, so I will do whatever I want. And when this happens, then I think it's too late. I Passed a blood sample. After a while, call me a doctor and so solemnly declared: "Have you tested positive for HIV," said, as the stamp on the funeral delivered. And in his office at this time on the radio music is some joyful play. It feels as if posthumous award was given some sort. And the paper was given: "On, read, sign" - that supposedly know that HIV-infected and bear full criminal responsibility for all consequences. read and signed. Thank you, I say. And he went. This is all my contacts with the AIDS Centre and over. was given to me there is a serial registration number, and more about me do not remember - How could you live with it now? - At work, I immediately turned down. And then I came out of the center is simply no, he took heroin and vmazalsya. Not that I still had or did not realize I had. just decided to do what had happened forget it. Because if you give yourself relief and start thinking about their future, about how terrible that you expect something and you can climb into a loop. Many intellectuals in particular, recognizing that they are HIV positive, do not maintain mental load and put hands on themselves or deliberately peredoziruyutsya.